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Tuesday, May 16th 2006
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blah blah.. i'm a downer.. blah blah.
yes. that is pretty much how i feel right now. it's awesome. yay for feeling the summertime blues.
i got some bad news today.. something that is going to change the way i do things this summer and next year.. but.. i'm not going to talk about it right now. because. because.
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Tuesday, May 2nd 2006
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yeah, so i cant sleep.. but everyone else is already in bed, so livejournal is my only friend. yessssssss.
My roomie had her 18th bday the other day. it was awesome. lots of fun. she got her monroe peirced and it's adorable on her.
only two weeks left of school, and i am getting really sad. i am ready for classes to be over, but i am going to be so sad to leave my new family. living here has been like living in a big house with 100 friends, and i know i am never going to have this again, and that makes me terribly sad. i am just afraid when i leave here i am going to lose touch with these people which usually happens.. but i'm just not ready for this all to be happening. this semester went by much to fast. :(
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Wednesday, April 19th 2006
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yes. very sick.
it sucks.
i supposed to be home on physicians care.. but i am at school, because i don't want to fail.. and since i can't take my meds and get out of bed i am not medicated at the moment. .. and i want to scream at the top of my lungs and kick something really hard. ((as in the action of kicking being really hard, i don't actually want to kick something that itself is really hard, because i would probably get hurt.))
too bad i can do neither because if i scream i will probably die from the pain it will cause to my throat, and kicking is not the best idea when i am shaking and dizzy. right.
hopefully, i don't get kicked out of school with only 4 weeks left. a couple of my prof's that i talked to today said i would have to take an incomplete and make up the work over the summer. bastards. shows how far a doctors note goes around these parts. i have one more to talk to, and hopefully she lets me stay in class, because if she doesn't then i might as well pack my shit and move home, because i can't live here if i am attending no classes. duh. this sucks. i really want to enjoy these last few weeks at school, and this is just ruining everything. if i stay, i am screwed, because i am sick and need to be home close to my doctor, and with my parents. if i leave then i am screwed, because i won't get to have fun with all my new friends for the last few weeks i have with them. i know i won't ever see half of them again, and that makes me really sad. damn it.
i can't even write this anymore because i am getting too upset.....
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Friday, April 14th 2006
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.. and when i say i suck, i only mean i suck at updating this. i always come back with an awesome "I'M BACK!!!" entry.. and then.. poof. yes. poof. nothing.
so.. this time, with the encouragement of Mr. Nick.. i really am going to start updating more often. Because i have a lot to talk about, and no one to talk to it about because every seems to always be involved in one way or the other.. so, livejournal seems to be the perfect escape point. Not that i think you guys ((i don't even know if anyone besides Nick still reads this)) are nothing but an escape point.. but.. well.. you know what i mean.
anyway..
i am going home to bangor today for easter break. .. and i am not going to lie, i am very excited.. because.. well.. i need to get away from all the stupid drama bullshit that is sopo surfsite hall right now. I guess they were right when they told me that there are stupid bitches everywhere you go. damn.
but now i have to get ready to go outside and play with the roomie before i leave.. because it is REALLY EFFIN' nice out today. :)
later.
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